...Yeah...I really do...

First off, I've not been on very much and for that I apologize, I've been busy with things (and admittedly been slacking off) and, to make matters worse on me, I've had a BAD case of writer's block . But I've been recently learning how to draw, yes draw, and it's going to be a while until I can actually draw well, but that's not stopping me from uploading a picture I drew.

I've been particularly stumped on A New Awakening and I'd really hate to leave it in the dust... I've also been told that I've slowed down, that's from the writer's block and life issues. What's not helping is the fact that I start school on the 25th, which is tomorrow, and I've got 3 or 4 Pre-AP classes and 1 AP class that I have to attend! So yeah, I'm going to be very busy this school year. *sigh* Sometimes I wonder why I didn't take those two chances to go up a grade in my past... Oh well, no use crying over spilled milk.

I have worked on To be Human and I'M ACTUALLY USING WORD FOR ONCE and, get this, apparently pokemon is in the internal dictionary of Word in it's proper spelling, along with pikachu. I mean, why is it even in there? And pikachu?! I mean, I know he's overly popular and all but why does he get his own proper spelling in Word? Just a little rant there, sorry. This is in Word 2008 Edition.

I've not really been wanting to admit this but...Why? Why to everything in existance... I've been wondering about this ever since I went through major depression and recovered. I've thought of everything imaginable, even outside of the box (so to speak), but I've never really understood things as much as I thought I did. I don't understand the world, the environment, humans...I just don't get it... I know I'm a human too but I don't even understand myself... Why do we do the things we do? Why do we destroy one thing just to create another? Why are we so ignorant to some things and so overly conscious about others? The list goes on... I'm sorry for putting this up but I feel that it'll haunt me for the rest of my life if I don't say something, even if it makes me look like a complete idiot or something... I just need to let people know what I've been going through for a third of my life, practically. Again, I'm sorry if it seems like I'm unloading everything to everyone... I may get a talking to about this later and may have to remove this but, for now, I just want it to be known...



~dustomega's Request Story, Dragon/Human Swapped Body and Universe; Alternate Universe-Type Story, Dimension Disaster: Going to find a time to write this later. (Thanks for reminding me about this! )

~WolfTwilight's Request Story, Ho-oh TF, On Rainbow Wings: Need to find a good time to write it.

~Kakuzu5's Request Story, Dragon TF, Dragon Idol: Need to find a good time to write it. (Yes, it's the same as above.)

The Wii Part 3-On hiatus.

Another Costume Shop Story-Still needs plot and inspiration...

The Necklace Part 8-Still needs time to form in my mind.

=werechu's request story: Going to have to completely redo it.

A New Awakening chapters-Need to type it out.

Phew! I sure do have a lot of stories planned. It's a good thing that I take them one at a time.



My Pokemon Diamond FC and name:
Lance
3179-2542-9971

My Pokemon Battle Revolution FC:
1805-0456-7804

My Super Smash Bros. Brawl FC:
0473-7472-1488

Wii Code:
8388-8159-1687-5747

Let me know if you want a battle in either one but I need to know your time zone so I can arrange a battle. (You will also have to let me know if you want me to use legendaries, regulars, or regulars with legendaries AND if you want me to use the unreleased pokemon against you want me to use legendaries.) Just let me know in notes unless you want to put it as a comment for this journal entree (but I'd prefer notes). And now that's taken care of, I'd like to add one more thing. I'm only available on weekdays for Diamond but all week for PBR. I'll need to set time aside and work it out with my sister (since we take turns) about when I can battle.